I GOT A TICKET.

ROOSTER and I got up early yesterday morning to get some stuff to cook for breakfast. I drove because I also needed to put gas in the car. I went up to the STOP sign with a quick pause and took advantage of the clear traffic . OUT OF NO WHERE, i see blue lights behind me. OMG. For all of you that don't know me I have very severe anxiety and get panic attacks for things that happen in everyday life. I can't help it though I've tried. ANYWAY after doing my counts and breathing exercises I got a ticket. Yeah it was my fault but, i didn't see the cop or I would have come to a complete stop. When the cop left ROOSTER looked at me and said " Are you o.k." I nodded my head yes as i was trying to breath in through my nose and out of my mouth. He honestly didn't understand the effect that anxiety has on me. I kind of laughed it off like it was no big deal but two seconds later I had to jump out of the car for an URGENT call to my friend EARL( ewww !!!sorry). This episode has led me to my Internet search for today. HOW TO DEAL WITH SEVERE ANXIETY.

WHAT CAN U SUGGEST?

MY CASHLESS WEEKEND....

ROOSTER ( FORMALLY DB)and I had a great weekend. On Friday ,I watched him and my father play poker ( they won't teach me) , then on Saturday we went old school and went to the skating rink followed by dancing and drinks at my father's old school club here in LA LA LAND. We didn't spend a dime on anything.... and we ate a drank and had soooo much fun.


When we got home that night I lay in bed thinking about all the things I like about him. I'm used to dating men who are a little more clean cut and have great jobs, nice cars/houses, and are very educated. ROOSTER is totally opposite. Even though he is extremely clever and works well with his hands , I never thought I would fall in love with a welder/mechanic. He drinks ,smokes cigarettes ,curses like a sailor and has hard huge hands that appropriately fit his 6'4 225 lbs frame.

BUT , 4months ago, i would have over looked him ,now I'm so glad I met him.

TWITTER

I'm finally able to update twitter on my cell. YAY!!!!!!!

my name is ROSIPROSITY....

A WOMEN SCORNED!!

Don't fret everything is o.k. with DB, which I have so lovingly nickname ROOSTER, but we did have a bit of a discussion today. Before I met him I was in a relationship/friendship/who the HELL knows with Oswald. Great person but not a great boyfriend/homeboy/still don't have a clue. ANYWAY! I have issues behind it, baggage I guess you can call it. I seriously never thought it affected me until today. How can I let it all go? It's definitely not his fault that I have issues but I'm thankful that he's being patient with me while I work through them. It's so crazy how I let one person alter my entire personality. Was it always in me to be insecure about things but suppressed or did I develop this personality trait during the year and a half I was in that MEANINGLESS relationship!!!! OK I NEED TO BREATH CAUSE I'M GETTING PISSED 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1........ BETTER. I know what's right i know how I should react to certain situations but the beast always rears it's ugly head and I don't want to mess this one up.
What should I do?

I HAVE A SECRET!!!!!!!

I want to tell you guys sooooo bad but I have to keep it a secret for a while. HERES A CLUE. It involves DB, cupcakes, a historic museum and Martha Stewart. That's all I can say .....

CAN YOU GUESS!?!?!?!?!

THE BEAUTY SHOP

Since I've been in La La land I've been doing my best to save as much money as possible. I cut cost whenever necessary and try not ,absolutely not to splurge. One of the things that I have cut back on is my bi weekly hair appointments. OMG , I thought I was going to die but, I've learned to maintain my short bob pretty decently.

I wasn't going to torcher myself and completely stop. I go for special occasions to get something special. It was costing me around 120 a month to get my hair done every two weeks that included a relaxer,trim and style. When I added up the cost for the year it came out to 1,440. I cut the cost of my hair care to about 20 dollars a month. Subtracted from my savings it comes out to a total savings of 1200 dollars a year. It may not seem like a huge difference but trust me everything helps.

My hair is just as healthy and looks pretty descent for an unprofessional attempt. I use great products on my hair and try to keep heated styling to a minimum. I wouldn't advise this for people with limited time, but it's worth a try. Try this website it was helpful . What tips do you have to maintain great hair at home.


I wonder what I should used that money on ?